My Prince Ali is not dead – she came so close. He is in great pain. He lost an eye. My thoughts are confused. No doubt you will find it silly – he is just a young cat. But…. well, death passed so close to me, I was suffering so much and I was a little girl, only the cat stayed with me, the others were too sad they said, they couldn’t look at me or help me or anything – so my thoughts are confused, really confused